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Latterly, she accepts that she is part of the same world as the Hogfather and the Tooth Fairy — she just wishes she wasn't.

Indeed, in Hogfather, she is seen to be making an immense effort to remain ' normal ', carefully limiting her use of her inherited powers and forcing herself to act in as ' human ' a way as possible.

She mentions having great difficulty in remembering things which other humans take for granted, such as the purpose of doorknobs, the way to fall asleep and how to forget things, but argues that, if she were to abandon this struggle, and give herself fully to her supernatural side, she would lose her humanity.

However, in Thief of Time, though still resentful of having been born Death's granddaughter and attempting to avoid too much contact with the supernatural world, she appears to have accepted and even embraced her heritage: she admits, albeit grudgingly, that she is not completely human, frequently uses her powers to provide teaching aids, and views herself as an exception to the rules of normal human society, as evidenced by her willingness to investigate the personal papers of her employer, Madame Frout, without her knowledge.